Below are the most recent 3 friends' journal entries.

Saturday, November 28th, 2009
blunderbess	9:59a	More random Quizzy goodness... Tags are people who are mentioned in here...so...if you're tagged...they asked about you. lol. 1. This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it? I really have no personal boundaries. 2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be? Schmidt, Oh wait.. it already is! 3. Were you happy when you woke up today? Mostly sleepy than anything else:P 4. When were you on the phone last? And with who? Last night, Ian Schmidt 5. Do you have natural hair color? Underneath the highlights somewhere. 6.What song lyrics are in your head? All The Same - Sick Puppies 7. What are you excited for? Putting up my Christmas tree 8. What were you doing yesterday? Went on a glorious trail ride full of adventure with Dora and Becca and Libby and watched the sun set from horseback on the way home. 9. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you? Ian 10. What's the last thing you put in your mouth? My morning medications. 11. Have a best friend? I am married to him. 12. Are you scared to fall in love? More scared to fall out of it. 13. Do you think teenagers can be in love? I think they can hit stage one... Lust/infatuation/crush/Stage two take time and maturity. 14. Last person you wanted to punch in the face? I rarely get violent. 15. What time is it right this second? 9:27 am 16. What do you want right now? Financial Security 17. Who was the last person you took a picture with? I took some pictures of the people at the vaulting show last weekend... Not sure what else. 18. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused? taken 19. When was the last time you cried? Last night 20. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? No, I am pretty much an orphan. My in-laws are great however. 21. Do you find it hard to trust others? I trust others until they let me down. It is harder than it should be... 22. How fast does your mind change? As fast at logic and intuition allows. 23. I bet you miss somebody right now? Of course... Mostly grandpa. Sometimes Bobbi. 24. Can you honestly say you're okay right now? Ok is a cop out. I am rarely ok. 25. Why do you think so many people cheat? Lack of self-esteem/immatuirty/a complete lack of responsibility for themselves and others. 26. Tell me what's on your mind? Financial Security 27. What are you looking forward to in the next three months? Finding a job, Christmas... Riding. 28. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing? Yeah, it isn't nearly as shocking when I woman does it :P 29. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend? Just a couple minutes ago. 30. When is your next road trip? No idea. I don't really have the money for it right now. I would love to go see my sister and the rest of my family sometime this month, but reality tells me otherwise. 31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to? Yes. 32. How's your heart? Battered and bruised. 33. Have you ever felt like you weren't important? I worry about it all the time. 34. Do you think somebody loves you? Yes. 35. What are you planning on doing after this? Shower/work 36. Next time you will kiss someone? Next time I see someone that needs kissing. 37. Have you told anybody you loved them today? Yes. Just before he left. 38. Who do you not get along with? People that refuse to take responsibility for the consequences of their mistakes... so about 70 percent of the population of the earth. 39. What does your 3rd recent text say? From today or yesterday? 40. What are you wearing right now? PJ's 41. You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, how is it? IWe would probably drive each other crazy then fall asleep in each others arms. 42. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese? Hmm a couple weeks? Nom nom nom. 43. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now? Alexsander/Tabitha 44. How did you feel when you woke up? Sleepy and groggy. 45. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now? Not really, I should be getting ready for work. 46. Do you crack your knuckles? When they ache. 47. What were you doing yesterday at midnight? Crying. 48. What are your LEGAL initials? EJS 49. Whos the first B in your contacts? Bobbi Baker... 50. When's the last time you laughed very hard? Last night. 51. Your number 1 friend walks out of your life... do you go after them? Depends on why they left. 52. Last awkward moment? question 49... Last weekend. 53. Are you afraid of the dark? The dark can't hurt me, but things IN the dark can... 54. Do you have good vision? Not at all. 55. Have you ever tripped someone? When EMP fighting. 56. Have you ever slapped someone? I don't remember. 57. Are you Irish? Only in spirit. 58. Do you use chap stick? If my lips need it. 59. Do you have any scars? Yes, several. 60. Is there someone you will never forgive? No. Usually all they have to do is apologize like they mean it. 61. Are you dating the person you last held hands with? No, but I live with her. 62. Name the last person to text you? Barbara Schmidt. 63. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you? I don't think so. Never really seen it end well. 64. Can you go in public looking like you do right now? I could, but people might think I was a lazy slob :P 65. Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a J? Yep, Dated a couple. Where'd #66 go?? 67. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day? Wake up would be most likely ;) Been there, done that. 68. Do you fall for people easily? Yes. 69. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days? Within the last 5 minutes I think. I am wealthy in hugs. 70. Do you miss the way things used to be? Sometimes. 71. Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you? Yep. 72. Song you're thinking of right now? All The Same - Sick Puppies 73. Want someone back in your life? I am not good at letting people go. 74. Will tomorrow be better than today? I hope so. 75. What’s the color of the shirt you are wearing? Wine. 76. Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally? Yes, I know many musicians and that makes me happy. 77. Does it bother you when someone lies to you? I don''t do lies well. 78. Is there anyone who understands your relationship status? Married is pretty clear to me. 79. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced? I have to try every day. People notice when I don't. 80. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you? Falling in love is the easy part. NEXT ONE Today, did you see someone that makes you smile instantly? Yes, Ian. Has someone ever told you they will love you forever? Ian and Jesus. So the last person you kissed asks you to marry them, you say? Done and done. Do you like road trips? Yes. The more spontaneous and the further the better. Have you held hands with anybody in the past week? A couple I think Do you tend to waste a lot of money? I don't have a lot of money to waste :P Have you ever lived with a ex girlfriend/ boyfriend? Ex husband. Have you kissed someone in the past few days? Yes, several. Does the last person you kissed mean a lot to you? More than anything else in the world. Have you ever been called beautiful? Mostly cute... Is it usually easy for someone to make you smile? Sometimes. What are you gonna wear tomorrow? I do not plan my wardrobe in advance. What were you doing at 3 am this morning? Sleeping. Do people ever call you by your last name? That seems to be a guy thing. Did you wear sunglasses today? Sunglasses in the rain? Sounds very emo. Do you hate the last person you were talking to? Not a bit. How far away are you from the person you have feelings for? About 45 min. Did you have a dream last night? I beleive so, but I don't really remember anything. Do you think you'll be married in 5 years? I certainly hope so. The first message in your inbox says? My editor doing her thing with one of my poems. Are you going to be hurt again soon? Most likely. What are you listening to now? Little Bones - The Tragically Hip Will you sleep alone tonight? Most likely not. What woke you up today? Alarm clock. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months without cheating? I don't believe in cheating. Is there anyone who doesn't like you? I seem to collect them. What were you up to at 9pm last night? Watching a coo korean movie called The Restless... Or talking about watching it. Not sure what time we got started. Who's in the room with you? Sparky, Lucky and Luene. Are you texting anyone right now? Barbara What are you doing right now? Wasting time before work. What's your favorite type of flower? Orchids. Orange Roses. If you won the lottery, what's the first thing you would buy? My Lady Liberty. What if soda was illegal, would you still drink it? I am pretty much against going to jail. Are you emotionally strong? I am a survivor... don't think that is the same. Whats your first name? Elizabeth. Do you have a nickname? Many many. Describe how you feel right now in one word? Desperate. Do you have your belly button or tongue pierced? Not yet. Has 2009 been good for you so far? Full of ups and downs, seems to be winding down to a close. Do you like Thanksgiving or Christmas better? I like Christmas better, but usually enjoy Thanksgiving more... Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: All the Same - Sick Puppies (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 26th, 2009
blunderbess	11:09a	Let it rain on me... I have given, I have given And got none Still I'm driven by something I can't explain It's not a cross, it is a choice I cannot help but hear his voice I only wish that I could listen without shame Let it rain Let it rain on me Let it rain, oh let it rain Let it rain on me I have been a witness to the perfect crime I wipe the grin off of my face to hide the blame It isn't worth the tears you cry to have a perfect alibi Now I'm beaten at the hands of my own game Let it rain Let it rain on me Let it rain, oh let it rain Let it rain on me It isn't easy to be kind With all these demons in my mind I only hope one day I'll be free I do my best not to complain My face is dirty from the strain I only hope one day I'll come clean Let it rain Let it rain on me Let it rain, oh let it rain Let it rain on me Come take my hand We can walk to the light And without fear We can see through the darkest night Let it rain Let it rain on me Let it rain, oh let it rain Let it rain on me Current Mood: hopeful Current Music: Let It Rain - Amanda Marshall (Comment on this)
Monday, November 23rd, 2009
blunderbess	11:37p	100 Random Facts about ME 1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT? breast reduction surgery 2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM? paint 3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP? Snore... and whimper and scream when the bad dreams come... 4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO? Almost anything that I find interesting. 5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN? Nope. 6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW? Move to Medieval Land... 7. WHAT DO YOU MISS? My mind. 8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)? Ferretses. 9. HOW TALL ARE YOU? 5'5" 10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC? Sometimes in crowds, or hot small places like cars with the heat on... 11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK? Only when something out of the ordinary surprises me. 12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY? Myself. 13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR? Death without making a difference in the world. 14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX? hmmm... dark hair and blue eyes 15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING? I am a married woman, you figure it out. 16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK? Coffee is healthier. 17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING? Meat. 18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE? Pizza... thanks jerks... 19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME? Rich peacock teal. 20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH? I find the idea repugnant... plus I am allergic. 21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED? I think every gift is meaningful. 22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH? Yes. 23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED? No. 24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND? Whatever fits? 30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED: 23 31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES? For what purpose? 32. FAVORITE QUOTE? "Nothing in the world is the way it ought to be. It's harsh, and cruel. But that's why there's us: Champions. It doesn't matter where we come from, what we've done or suffered, or even if we make a difference. We live as though the world was what it should be, to show it what it can be." Angel, Angel "They tell us the world will line up and reveal we are on the right path... That the universe will give us signs..." Story, Lady in the Water 33. FAVORITE PLACE? Cape Breton... or a horse barn. 34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA? I live out of the USA... 35. YOUR WEAKNESSES? I care too much. 36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS? Nope. 37. FIRST JOB? stock girl when they opened Staples in Abbotsford. 38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL? Nope. 39. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE? I thing everyone out there has the potential for many soul-mates. 40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT? Facebook. 41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY? Yes, several times. 42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST? Hairdressing. 43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES? No, but I needed them desperately. 44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY? Horse... or property, or both... 45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT AND THEIR NAMES? One girl named Tabitha. 46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Yes? I think so. 47. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX? Ego 48. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU LIKE(D) ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL? When I left. 49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE? Nioxin #8 50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? I used to, but I type so much it has degraded quite a bit. 51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Bacon lol 52. ANY BAD HABITS? Bacon lol WoW Facebook... 53. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON? No. 54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? I hope so. 55. DO YOU AGREE WITH FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS? I think benefits come with responsibility. 56. DO LOOKS MATTER? Yes. Regardless of how you feel on the inside it is the outside that the world sees and interacts with. 57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER? Screaming or crying. 58.WOULD YOU RATHER GAIN 58 POUNDS OR LOSE 58 POUNDS. Loose. 60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD? Don't remember. 61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE? 46 62.WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A LITTLE KID? I am too old to know Barney as a child. 63. DO YOU USE SARCASM? Who me? 64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE? Unless the Mashed potatoes have something like gravy or garlic or cheese in them the macaroni wins. 65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL? Trust. 66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? Lizz, Libby, Bess, Lady B. 67. FAVORITE SUPER POWER? Shapechanging/Flying 68. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW? Criminal Miinds. 69.WHAT'S THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH YOUR ENEMIES? Let them go. 70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR? Fench Vanilla with chocolate crunch. 71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES? Yes. 72. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM? In my living room, I have more than one. 73. PLANS FOR TONIGHT? Try to forget this horrible month. 74. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE WHEN YOU ARE OLDER? Farm/ranch. 75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS? It would be interesting to read. 76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO? Ian type. 77. LAST THING YOU DRANK? Rock Creek Cinder to dull the pain. 78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?. Tanna. 79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX? Ego. 80. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME? Work with animals. Specifically horses. Make art... write. Things I don't so much anymore. 81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE? I don't like to hate anything, I find it a waste of my energy. 82. FAVORITE SEASON OF THE YEAR? Autumn, but it always seems too short. 83. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF CANDY? Chocolate. 84. HAVE YOU EVER REALLY AND TRULY HAD A BEST FRIEND? I don't know anymore. 85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? Dirty blonde. 86. EYE COLOR? Hazel. 87. SHOE SIZE? 8-8.5 88. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE? McDonald's my dirty little secret... 89. FAVORITE RESTAURANT? Presto Cucina 90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI? Allergic to seafood so it scares the hell out of me. 91. WATCH TV TODAY? Nope. 92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? First crisp, clear, sunny day in autumn. 93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS? Not really. 94. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT? Democratic socialist. 95. KISSES OR HUGS? I enjoy both but get less kisses. 96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? Relationships. 97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? Lunch. 98. WOULD YOU EVER BE A HOUSEWIFE? I yearn for it. 99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING? The Shack, Horses for Dummies. Random Fact #100 I live on a seasonal cycle and reset my life every winter, wish i was dead and then start again in the spring. This is not a fun way to live. Current Mood: blah (Comment on this)